parasocial, paranoid

by OUR SMALL INFINITIES

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this song is about when you've been talking to someone for a while and you're absolutely sure that you're on the same page. and then you say something and maybe you expect a certain answer, and that leads to you realizing you don't actually know that person at all. and maybe you'll keep trying to figure them out, and maybe you won't, but either way, that's what inspired this, because I do that way too much for my own good.

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What’s your confusion
Where’s your peace of mind
Do you bear the burden
Do you have the time
What’s your connection
Can I carry you home
From your sweet rejection
Do you know

And I’m
Drawn deeper
Heavy sleeper
Trying to wake you up
And I’m
Getting weaker
Secret keeper
Too much is not enough
For a
Web weaver and a
Nonbeliever
When will I ever stop
Don’t tell me
This will only end
When I give up

What’s my obsession
With causing such a stir
Really begs the question, don't it
Of who we always were
Do I have the answers
Or only think I do
And why do all these answers seem
Too good to be true

Why am I
Drawn to you
Right through you
Never been right before
I saw you
Leave the water
Wayward daughter
All I wanted and more
You’ve got a
Bad feeling,
Fly on the ceiling
Enough to send me reeling, I’m sure
So what is it all
What is it all
What is it all
What is it all for

And in the darkness
You get to see who I am
Who I am

I’m so lonely, I
Thought that you’d understand
Understand

And in the shadows
I see you shining so bright
So bright

I’ll meet you at a crossroads
Going gentle into that good night
That good night

(Cos I’m a)
Cult leader
Day dreamer
I’m sorry I cut you off
And I’m a
Caretaker
Spirit breaker
Destroy everything I love
And you were
So clearly doing
Fine without me
And I don’t wanna hurt you too much
So I’ll drift away
From whatever exists
Between us

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released October 4, 2022

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OUR SMALL INFINITIES Lima, Ohio

OUR SMALL INFINITIES is a one-man, one-computer music project about connection and its absence.

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